At this company I worked with some awesome people. People who I will probably always keep touch with. People that supported me, and had my back. Which I am forever grateful for! Each person, and each new task given to me in this job helped me learn so much. I gained so much knowledge in this position, which is why I am so appreciative.
Now, with all that being said... I hated this place. I didn't hate my responsibilities, and I didn't hate most of my co-workers, I hated management. There were more than one occasion where I would go to the bathroom or a vacant office, and just cry. Cry because of the way they treated me, the way they treated their employees. Being young, I didn't notice any of it at first. I saw right through any lies they told, and I didn't understand their snarky grown up remarks. But as I spent more time with these people, I started to realize some things were not right.
Anyway, I noticed that this job was bringing me down mentally. I I just wasn't happy in my position anymore. I had to leave to better myself, and to grow. I know they were expecting it sooner or later.
After only a couple days of sending my resume in to companies looking to hire through Monster, I set up several interviews, and even got a few job offers! I was excited! I had no idea that it would be so easy and so hard at the same time. I loved the idea of growing and learning somewhere new. I loved the idea of having a more supportive team. But I was also nervous to go somewhere I knew no one. Somewhere where I would have to learn a whole new job in a complete different field. To be honest, I also didn't like the idea of working without my mom. Being somewhere for two years, and then leaving is scary..
I accepted an offer as a Receptionist/Office Coordinator with a large and growing company. I am in my third day, and so far I like it. It has been very slow so far. I am slowly learning on my own. The company is much larger than my previous company. (And I get to wear jeans!)
This is a new journey for me. I spend 8-9 hours Monday - Friday working. I wanted it to be something I liked. I wanted to better myself. I want to go home happier, and wake up happier. I am excited to see where this job takes me. I am optimistic.
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